The Wild part of Life and Cinematography

As an amature fickle minded boy, i have come onto yet another conclusin that i want to get into wildlife cinematography or basically travel and out door cinematography. Well i guess it should fascinate me because i love the outdoors. Its the only place on earth you can find yourself and not find anyone else. The peace of being with nature and the extacy of achievement seem like ambrosia for a simple man with simple cravings for life. I like the fact that there are still places on earth that can be captured on camera. And what better way to honour that than cinematography. Even though i hardly can say that i am a cinematographer yet. All i can say is that i have enjoyed everything about photography and capturing beauty on camera. The little work that i have done has been more than satisfying, the photographs that i have taken have always surprised me. I guess thats why Annette asked me to shoot the 'Fragile' video. She seemed to have noticed earlier than me that i had quite a good aptitude to capture all things nice.
The Confusion in my mind about living life for the next 60 years i guess is justified because i know i will have to manage most of my life on my own, just like i have always. Friends come and go and i get upset when they go. But then i guess i have to move on as well. But i could capture each precious friendship of mine on camera.

"Some day, some how.
I will make it, i know i can.
I'm not too late.
I have been assured.
The full stops are just there to be ignored".
Noel