Sunday, July 02, 2006

My mind is blank



My mind is blank, i dont know what i want to write but i know that i want to write. Its a situation that leaves me with very little choice but to just go ahead and blog. It seems sometimes music can't solve all my cravings. At times i do want more, i wish theres something that could happen for me. Again i dont know what it is but im tired of wondering what it could be. Life as it seems, seems to stand still for me. At times the solitude is the best thing in the world but at times i think theres more to life than just yourself. But then who else is the other to help you. If you dont understand why i do certain things then i dont know how else to explain myself to you. Wish you would understand. Wish i would understand. Its been so long now. Time is flying and i put it all before me, yet i dont know why. Its something i just do. Im still running on reserve, i dont know how long i can. I may just burn out. I need a little more attention. Life as of now is not too good for me. Though im so happy i have my music and friends to help me run on reserve. Wish i could be tanked up sometime.

Don't lose my faith in you,
Feel, what you always shared,
The care is subtle but is needed,
Understand, reciprocate, freedom.